I am trying to keep things normal for my friends and family. Cracking my normal jokes and being as light hearted as possible... My son is a wreck and has pretty much shut down. My husband is sticking his head in
After reading all the kind words and comments about my strength I am proud to have come accross this way! Sometimes I am really strong, like when other people need me. But as soon as I need help I almost shut down.
I just wish I could cry and get it over with.
Now I need to stop wallowing and get back to packing! We move in a few weeks, and I will be post op and get sit the whole thing out.