I really must go...

I realize now after the death of a friend (due to cancer) that I need to stop this bullshit. The vicious circle that is my life. happy, sad, happy, mad, happy, depressed. Happy needs to be my norm. While blogging about this has been extrememly cathartic for me, it took a bit of a change a while ago. It all the sudden became what was pulling me down. So now that I know that I need to take a break. Maybe a month, maybe a few, but all I can guarantee is that I will come back with an update.

Thank you all for reading, for finding something here that you needed, or for just helping me to hang on.

I will forever be greatful.

Good bye (for now)